This girl. One moment I can't stand to be around her and the next moment she is drawing me pictures and writing me sweet notes. One moment she is screaming at me about how much she hates me and the next moment she is crying uncontrollably and asking for forgiveness. One moment she is talking back and being horribly disrespectful. The next moment she asks if we can pray together and says the most heartfelt prayer I have ever heard. I never knew how hard parenting would be and I just keep hoping there is a bigger payoff in the end because right now I'm in the trenches and it's not a fun place to be.